Just Curious - If anyone out there is in the twilight zone? As a woman, I have a sixth sense. Sometimes I listen to that little nudge in my heart, sometimes I believe it is just my brain teasing my heart? Well, today has been that kind of day. I knew when I went to bed last night something was wrong - just that feeling of the world off kilter - Calm before the storm!
I cannot stand those days when someone pulls you aside, says "I need to be honest with you." Your pulse starts to race, your ears get warm and your insides start to tingle with fear and trepidation. If God is my God, if Jesus is in my heart, if I love Him completly, Why! Oh Why do I have such fear about this world we live in and the pain it brings? Why do I doubt that MY GOD is in control - and HE will make all things new - HE will bring calm to my storm - HE can make good come from all the bad (evil) that happens.
So - As my world tilts and moves in a direction that I cannot believe just happened, I need to remember that it is 'the world' tilting, not God's world! As I feel my life as I know it slip away, I WILL become stronger - I will move forward. I will follow Him - closer! (I guess that makes all of the pain worth it!)
Lord - I'm sorry for my doubt, forgive me!!
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Mark 9:
ReplyDelete23And Jesus said to him, " 'If You can?' (P)All things are possible to him who believes."
24Immediately the boy's father cried out and said, "I do believe; help my unbelief."
You do follow Him. This is Satan testing and trying to pull in the heart who is hearing God's call. He is hearing God, just not loudly enough yet.